Friday, November 13, 2009

So whatcha say?

Still considering whether anot to join the CNY committee. I mean, i do love decorating and painting =]. I can do it all time long and even sacrifice eating, (which wouldn't happen in any case, unless this). Even its not painting, designing and brainstorming will do. Simply enjoy the beautyness of the outcome.

"Im not afraid of stress."
"Im concern of my study." (which totally sucks like shit at the moment!!)
"Im worried if I cant meet the expectation."
"What if the whole thing looks shit?!"

Watcha say?


update:
And Im IN!
No regrets!
Gotta make some history happen man!
Rock that stage!!
=)



Saturday, November 7, 2009

I smell Freedom!

I ve made the super-decision on my own. Even my dad cant take it all in suddenly. He's like: " Are you sure? Dont be like this lah." Guess he cant bare the security of his daughter to travel alone yet. Yet, I took KTM. Its my 1st time though. Decided to take it as my transport to college everyday. And you know what? I feel freedom! Im no more restricted to anyone's time & ****-****** anymore! To "car-pool" isn't any easy as you thought alright. You'll get mental-pressure .




" oh my, still got one minutes the car's here"
or
"uh oh, where is the "subject", I need you to go home"
or
" You dun wanna lunch ar, okay then, I have no choice."
or
" Remember me Im following you, Dont abandon me"
or
begging for people's mercy! Hate to do that!






Its okay if you dont understand the mental pressure or stress or whatever worries im going through. Just wanna let it all out here. Such an endless concerns which made me go physcho for past few months. Im glad i've done something that gives me peace of mind.






And so, I got myself a Touch 'n Go card.
At least the design is better than the older version ones. =]







And yea, Im so grateful I got Yeecheung & Iverene to help me out during the very day of my disaster after the English assign 2. *Loves*

unlike those, ugh!!!! dun mention it!








Im smelling freedom already!
People, Im FREE! =]


















Feeling depressed.
Need my Oreo McFlurry now.