just not good enough, perhaps.

i know that im a happy person. But sometimes, just sometimes, i feel like a loser. Im not good enough for my family, not good enough for my besties, not good enough for my partners, not good enough just pure not.good.enough. Im feeling like a nobody yet i know i always am the best, can excel and perform, deep inside (like seriously). Its not about bad weather, its about responses i get comparing with others, im weeping. maybe distance is the solution, lets invest in it somehow. Anyway i'll keep that to myself and remain unspoken.