just not good enough, perhaps.

i know that im a happy person. But sometimes, just sometimes, i feel like a loser. Im not good enough for my family, not good enough for my besties, not good enough for my partners, not good enough just pure not.good.enough. Im feeling like a nobody yet i know i always am the best, can excel and perform, deep inside (like seriously). Its not about bad weather, its about responses i get comparing with others, im weeping. maybe distance is the solution, lets invest in it somehow. Anyway i'll keep that to myself and remain unspoken.

Quicksand

Im slow, way behind of my planning im sick of...... what's the word again? 

Oh yea, myself. slacking. multiple. loads. It's like quicksand. you dont pull yourself out, fast enough, you're gunna suffocate and drown.

Think i should elminate this word outta my dictionary, and insert words that are more, hmm.... oh yea, STRONG & PUNCHY! Oh yea :)

gosh im gunna be fat chef

its mid-term break babe!! *screaming in joy*  WOooHooO!! :)

Whatever it is, im gunna squeeze some time to cook in the kitchen!! im gunna bake pizza, fried omelette, create my recipes for spaghetti and and and and whatever dish i think i can cook better than those unworthy-restaurants! creme brulee seems awesome though! Wait i wanna learn to grill some meat as well!

*Im addicted to the sound of withdrawing cash from atm! Its just pure excitement dont you feel so?

big time slacker :)

already at starbucks planning to do econ assignment but oh yeah i always got excuse to slack a lil' bit more thats my nature dont ask me why HAHAHA!!

mocha frap venti, seriously NOT orange ;

, my Dell ;

& me somewhere under the leaf in my dell :)

oh well, gotta start now anyway! hasta la vista babe!!

and here we go again

AssignmentSS not giving us up; testSS not showing slightest mercy; oh my gosh it feels like a student again :) ; with the hussle and rushes; with the stress and tension; with the printing and photostating; with the papers and pen; with the handsfree and overnites :( ; with the walking and talking; with the dozing and sleeping; withOUT the kim gary(s) and movie(s) :( ; but there's always 3F, Friends Food and Fried (expecting a Fuck eh?? LOL). 

this little girl needs vacation. Sunbathing by the aussie beach, water sport, spa and massage by the kap-ka-ish thai, spending(S) by the english countries, eatery by all over the world and of course get herself one effin good ride :)

being Different from typical students just feels good! dont you think its time for some sparks in the gloom? :) buzz me i'll help you out! :)

the main objective is to slim down. owh here we go again~ :)

my brain speaks

"I need to be free.
Free from restrictions of writing without reference and the limitations of word count;
with my own brain juice;
with my own smarty thoughts;
with my own independent philosophy;
with whatever i think Cadbury is (which eventually will be all positive). "

Jackson Brown says

22 SUGGESTIONS FOR SUCCESS

BY: H. JACKSON BROWN JR.

1.      Marry the right person. This one decision will determine 90% of your happiness or misery.

2.      Work at something you enjoy and that’s worthy of your time and talent.

3.      Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

4.      Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.

5.      Be forgiving of yourself and others.

6.      Be generous.

7.      Have a grateful heart.

8.      Persistence, persistence, persistence.

9.      Discipline yourself to save money on even the most modest salary.

10.  Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated.

11.  Commit yourself to constant improvement.

12.  Commit yourself to quality.

13.  Understand that happiness is not based on possessions, power or prestige, but on relationships with people you love and respect.

14.  Be loyal.

15.  Be honest.

16.  Be a self-starter.

17.  Be decisive even if it means you’ll sometimes be wrong.

18.  Stop blaming others. Take responsibility of every area of your life.

19.  Be bold and courage. When you look back on your life, you’ll regret the things that you didn’t do more than the ones you did.

20.  Take good care of those you love.

21. Don’t do anything that wouldn’t make your mum proud.

22. Love TitCheng more ♥♥.